I have recently been involved in a couple of things that have left me questioning why I am doing the things I do. Could I be more vague. Sure. I am helping out a couple of people, who I thought were friends. As it turns out, these people don't really give a shit about me or my well-being. I am not ragging, or PMSing - I might be hungover, but sometimes acknowledging how you really feel through the filter-less vision of alcohol can really be an eye opening experience. I feel as if I am being used, and I feel like a fool for not recognizing it sooner. The only person who has control over any given situation is yourself so that being said, I am moving onwards and upwards in both world (it makes sense to me if you know me).
I will have to come back to this topic later on today, I am blurry-eyed and I am getting ready to watch the hockey game so yes, these thoughts will be completed soon-ish. I will end by stating that I really need to get my priorities straight and do what is best for me, and not for everyone else.
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